Today is a day for meditation,reading and getting creative.
I’m working so unbelievably hard and have been doing for the past 6 weeks. All my hard work is paying off with work and university,and the other two side jobs i have,today with the brand i work with they have decided that i should be more involved by becoming their art director,I’m so happy yet exhausted right now,life’s good.
Tossing and turning for the past two hours,why does my mind consist to overthink when i need sleep the most.
I’ve decided after university i’m going to travel again for a much longer time period,i don’t want to dive straight into my career without seeing the world first.
How lovely would it be to wake up each morning,roll over and be able to cuddle the person you love,to see them sleeping so peacefully and smile to yourself thinking of how lucky you are to have this person in your life.
My night will be spent drinking coffee after coffee editing today’s shoot and drawing up work for university,i love how busy my life is,everything i do day in day out contributes to a brighter future.
It’s so strange when an old memory decides to revive itself and play over in your mind,and it feels as if it isn’t real because you can not imagine living that moment in time the way it plays out,everything about that memory feels unrealistic a figment of imagination so to say,truth be told memories fade.
Finally got Rosetta stone again to learn a different language I’ve got Spanish,Japanese,French and Italian.. hopefully after a lot of practice and determination in a few years i will be able to speak all fluently or at least two of them,i feel ignorant only knowing English.
I’m starting to not a single drop of negativity get through to my mind,i’m starting to smile every day,i’m starting to love life a lot more.This summer has helped me grow as a person and blossom.This summer has also taught me not to fear moving away and to follow my dreams and aspirations.Live.Love.Life.
Am i honestly ever going to find someone to give my heart to again.Will i ever feel butterflies and feel so lucky to have someone again..right now i highly doubt it.
So many poetic lines are created in my mind when it’s time to sleep.
Hard exterior.Soft heart.
I absolutely love getting to know new people.It’s always lovely to add fresh faces to your life,its the getting to know someone, finding out thing’s about them like their interests,their hobbies,their favorite genre of music,their dreams and goals in life..i find it so refreshing.
So far wales has been a good get away,the hills here are incredible to long board down,the people are nice and the beaches and views are awesome.